Cosmically Exhausted
Written by Gorka Lasa
Translated from the Spanish by the poet
Narrated by Bill Wolak
Panama
Exhausted from wandering the route of the cyclic night
timeless horizon which expands in endless swirls
eternity which awaits holding the illusory self.
Impossible duality
formless generator of fire storms
solar wind which wears off the barriers of my soul.
Exhausted from the vision which slowly fades away
dense fog of death over the square and its sphere.
Tears of blood germinate eternal poems in my hands
destined to get lost in the human abyss of indifference.
Deeply exhausted
my thoughts draw the shape of the essence
I walk lifelessly to the non-existent memory
again, wandering on the axis of the naught.
Recurrent, sullen, moody.
I won’t come back in the old dormant way
Cosmically exhausted.