Cape Flattery
Written & Narrated by Jennifer Lagier
California
Cape Flattery, 1969-1972
Junked cars circle unpainted shacks.
Horses wander unpaved streets,
topple trash cans.
Rats disappear beneath sagging floors.
Despite being a dry reservation,
drugs and booze are everywhere.
Drunken men beat one another, batter
demoralized women, brutalize children.
I live in a trailer house overlooking dim bay.
To the north, a Crown Zellerbach sawmill.
My windows frame uninhabited Waadah Island.
An alpha male goat paws the boat dock,
glares back at me.
In summer, tribal canoes stroke past log booms
through breakwater to open ocean.
Families play bone games or collect glass floats
along miles of pristine Cape Flattery beach.
Winter brings wind, snow, power outages.
I contemplate adultery, suicide,
drink with whoever buys,
sample every escape.